- it's a love hate relationship
How many scars do you have?
-dear god let me count... 67... wait nope forgot the hips.... 79
Do you hide your scars?
-yes
Has anyone ever commented on your scars?
-yes
What do your scars look like?
-ummm... normal scars?
What do your scars feel like?
-hmmm some bumpy some smooth
Do you look at your scars?
-yupp
Would you remove your scars if you could?
-maybe... when i have been recovered for a while...
Has anyone ever made fun of your scars?
-no
Has anyone ever been disgusted by your scars?
-yes
When did you first start self harming?
-12 years old
When you first started self harming did you have a reason?
-not a good enough one
What gave you the idea?
-my favorite book
What did you use to self harm yourself when you first started?
-... like a razor
How severe were your cuts when you first started?
-oh nothing but a scratch
How did it make you feel when you first self harmed?
-... powerful
Did anyone find out about your self harm?
- i told them
Did you tell anyone about your self harm?
-yupp (sucky mistake.. was not ready...)
Did you continue to self harm yourself once you started?
-yes sir
When has your self harm been the worst?
-now
What times have you turned to self harm?
-anytime something goes how it wasnt supposed to.. even sometimes when everything is right i still do it...
When did you become addicted to self harm?
-this year
Has there been a time when you could not go without self harming?
-yeah.. this year.
Where do you have the most scars?
-...left arm
Where have you self harmed the least?
-right arm
What have you self harmed with?
-...geez... my nails, scissors, screw driver, knife, razor, pencil sharpener, bat,...a wall,...milk, water, broken glass, staples, needles... probably more but i can't remember everything
How do you self harm?
-drink milk till i'm sick, burn, cut, pinch, hit, trip, probably more...
What are your reason for self harming?
-dear motherfucking god... the list could go till 100,000,000,000,000
Do you want to stop self harming?
-eventually
What triggers you to self harm?
- to be vague school, family, friends, life, ect.
If you could go back in time to when you first self harmed would you stop yourself?
-yes.
Have you lost friends because of self harm?
-kinda...
Are you ashamed that you self harm?
-kinda..
Who knows about your self harm?
-the people I for sure know are Jack, Malia, Morgan, Meghan, Madi, Fedock, Mom, Sister, Aunt, Dad, Ellen, Michael, Claire, Lucy, Lily (maybe but 96% sure along with Maria, Noel, Kailey, Harman, Meghan N., Becca) Tommy, Grace, Luke, Alex, Alex, Hester(Mr. and Mrs.), and Berry...wait fuck Schemch (don't know and do not really care how to spell) Murphy, and Linda
Do you self harm to punish yourself?
-yupperdoodles
Do you judge others who self harm?
-the only time i would if they do it because they are an attention whore
Where have you self harmed?
[x] arms
[x] legs
[x] stomach
[x] face
[x] chest
[x] hands
[x] feet
[x] other
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